like the moon

in this world i am like but the moon,
never given a second thought..forgotten to soon,
in your happiness..you dont realise as by the clouds i am consumed,
tragedy strikes , and you start to yearn for your companion in sorrow,
you waited yesterday today and tommorow,
as i fight a war within whether to ignore or let my self show?
i let you another chance,
as i come back and you talk to me as if you are in a trance
as if you were always there for me and now you want payback.
your mind has lost its track.
but once again you fail to exceded expectations.
did it exactly like the way you did in previous situations.
left me to fight my own demons...its alright like always i will endure with patience
its sad but.....
in this world i am like but the moon,
never given a second thought..forgotten to soon,
in your happiness..you dont realise as by the clouds i am consumed,

u were the reason

have i ever told u?
have i told u whats true
u say i am the reason ur happy
u have got it wrong
i cant rite a song
but i can rhyme 
may be make a little chime
but here goes
through my life i have stopped and listened
seen the worst and just stared 
my life was crashing down
all i can manage was a frown
u gave me a reason to smile
take my mind off the past for a while
u said why go back?
i said i m sorry i cant do anything abt that
i m sorry i lied
the only reason was that i love what i left behind
i cant let it all go behind
like i am just blind
i love my country
i love every leaf of every branch of every tree
i dont want it to be destroyed
now do u see?
i only wish u could see
 what i see?
the world i live in is crumbling down on me
but u r there 
i know ur here
to support me 
so it wasnt me helping u

new one 21 nov 2010.......read quiclly :O

heelllo!
the return of the beast
ready to feast
on ur fear
with a side drink of water crystal clear
its so evident
although i m just a small piece of sediment
in this ocean of dust
the exact same one
thats filled with lust
the one that has lost all means of trust
this must
be a joke cause
this is not me! cant u see?
if it aint me
it aint u! so listen to my plea
they control u
and ur every word
 MENTALY,danglin from the ceiling is a sword
but in REALITY ur sitting in FORD
and u have everything but u still scream out to ur lord!
oh god ! give me the power to withstand
take me out of this band
of people who have sand
in their eyes ,enough sand
to turn the bloody pacific into land
the eyes they are the key
so u can see
through the souls
and through the fake voting poles
when u put in one vote
they giv the next guy a 20 $ note
to cast the wrong vote
so one more time!
wake up before i squirt lime
in ur eyes ! and force u to say i m fine
the media hasnt got me!
i will be wat i want to be
a rebel in the brainwashed sea
of people who beg and plea
to those on top
rather then stop
they look up at a culture known as pop
u think they will save u?
u have no idea what is true
so take out ya thinking caps
and go run around the laps
thinking of how to rebel
and how in this deep pit have u fell
they are watching
they will be catching
ur evry move
u better get into groove
and start moving
to save ur self from being
a puppet of the elite




sorry for the lack of posts been having my exams and a couple of parties with ma frnds so didnt have time
remember dont forget to tell me wat u think of this in the Cbox in the side bar! :DDDD

this for all those who find it hard to see through
the media ,to find wat is true
they feed u bullshit
u dont see it
u dont know it
untill u get hit
with the truth
it makes u sick
by that time
ur gone ur over
they steal everything ur dollar and dime
ur eyes hurt like somebody squirted in lime
u oppose the elite
but u have nothing
while they have a ship fleet
to blow u away
to make u stay away
u still scream
hoping to end this terribale dream
but it aint a dream
its a reality
they shoot ur brothers without u knowing
they make u bleed without knowing
they take away ur mind body and soul without u knowing
they slowly take ur life
they start with ur kids and wife
and then shoot u in the middle of the night
out of everyones sight
they wont allow u to bring out the messege
they dont want to release the truth
ur voice is drowned by the thousands of lies
engulfed in the silent  cries
u reach out
but they cant hear u
u need to shout
they still dont hear u
u get a gun put it to the head and finsh it urself
take the bullets from the shelf put it in the gun
the door is shut
and like a movie maker u scream "i cant take no more CUT!"
*BOOM*
*blank*


srry for the late update .............i was having exams

hey man i know i havent been looking in the best of shapes lately but hopefully the following verses explain why









so heres the thing man
my mind is like a vault
nobody can get in and i cant get out
nah chill it aint ur fault
but this rhyme is just to explain ,what i have been going through, which route?
it feels like i have a 6 inch deep gash in my heart, dipped in a jar of salt
the pain is there
its too much to bare
the weight of others is on my shoulder
surrounded by warm smiles
but i m just feeling colder
feel like i m alone walking a thousand miles
still got a couple more to go 
though,
i cant get over the fact that u ppl lie so much
wat ever happened to honesty and trust?
is all of it realy gone because of ur lust?
for money,for fame .....aint u already got enough?
the sadness that surrounds me
is too dark for me to see
through the this dark mist
so i make a fist 
afraid i might crash into something 
so i keep punching the air ,here and there ......great............another miss!
if i were to write my problems
it will be turn out to be one huge list
i sometimes feel used
from society i have been refused
i feel like i have been mentaly abused
most of u seem amused
when i make jokes
dont get me wrong i like it when i make u laugh
but  sometimes i wonder whats wrong with me ?
why do i make this shrouded facade for others to see
so i am waiting here ,
just waiting for some one to see through the mask 
and just for once ................................see me.......................

EPIC! i like this one alot

START THE DAMN YOUTUBE VIDEO!


















i cant think of what to write 
my poetic mind,
its finaly lost its sight
i am searching bloody google for ideas, despite
the fact that i know it aint right
real poetry comes from the heart
not from google's might
my mind is bottling itself
like somebody put it on 6 foot high shelf
i cant reach it i need help
enough of this dilly dallying around
time to do something cause actions speak louder than any sound
I AM A MAGNIFICENT POET!
I AM S PROFOUND!
YEAH MAN U BETTER KNOW IT!
i creep behind words
i see the light behind the words
the power of speech is in my hand
times ticking by like a hour glass's sand
this is SOULFUL poetry not some asswipe song for an asswipe band
time is moving need to write this down
not making another mistake
na-uh i aint no clown
i understand whats going on
so i pick up my pen
and write with the speed f sound!
before they shoot me in the head just to calm us down
cause i am a rebel SPEAKER
i melt through ur cocoons like sulphuric acid in a BEAKER
every other poet has got some lame ass lines
like i need t seek him or to SEEK HER
these people have frgot the world
everytime i have looked at them my stomach swirled
and quite a few times i have hurled
i wrote a huge ass poem
for some specific people
so dont giv a damn ,
i just wanted to show u the and i am brave and bold
BOLD enough to knock ya out COLD!




 HAAAAHHAHAHAAHA! ;)




so how was it? tell me in the cbox alrite?

OOH yeah!
i m a beast
i am ready to feast
on ur fear
so dont run away dear
this just starting to get clear!
u thought u could put me down
but looks like the tables have turned around!
haha hey dont blame me
u started it not me!
i told u not to mess with the best!
this aint even the real deal
its just a test!
but i must confess
u did try to make my life a mess
haha bitch i m gna make u detest
not anybody but me
i am the master of deception
cant u see!?
i am a soul set free!
i am like a tiger
waiting for my meal from behind a tree!
ROAR! B***H!
HAHAHA!
i m the unbeatable
the powerful!
well except God ofcourse!
any way i am come toward u like a ghost
riding on a 6 feet horse!
swinging my sword like a maniac
just getting closer for the perfect attack!
HAHAHA run away! run away!
soon u gona lay
in ur grave
known as the douche who got knocked out by...........
W-Y-K the GREAT!




i just felt like writing this! ..........................whoa way to let off some steam!